Captive
         You’re a captive;   You’re a prisoner;   Put in jail by yourself   By thoughts that torture,   But thoughts that you allow.   You hold to your pitiful hurts   That weren’t meant for you to keep,   Holding on to lies you create .   Stuck in your own head.   Tortured with your own tortures.   No one is doing it to you.   You do it to yourself.   You keep yourself from living   And block out life and joy,   Because life and Joy   Is found in Christ alone,   Not in self.   The truth will set you free,   But you live in a lie.   The truth is the gospel,   But you take a lie over truth.   And you live in the lie,   And bask in that lie,   And feed that lie,   And make it big and ugly,   And beautifully destructive.   You love your lie,   But you hate your life.   Because of the lie you live,   You’re a captive to yourself.   You serve yourself   And live to self   And can’t let go of self.   You are a prisoner to yourself,   Imprisoned by yourself.   But…..   This isn’t the way ...